You showed me...

I'm rather excited for this.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....something that I couldn't see.

If I had something to say...

What a lovely weekend!!
Getting back to a couple weeks
ago of always taking pictures.

Happy Birthday Babygerl<3

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....to you, I'd whisper it softly.

They're all insane...

:)!<3 Super Excited!!
Get some class & kiss the past!




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.....they live for fame honey.

Take a look at her and...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....do you wish it was me.

You think you're so bad...

Oh Ash Stymest. My new favorite male model<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....but you're just badly raised.

You don't know...

All I want to say is karma.
Just wait for it b/c even if it
takes a wile, it'll come around.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....what you mean to me.

If you can't love babe...

So I am so fucking excited for the months to come!

March 28: Melissa Babygerl's 18th Birthday!<3
April 1: Robie's 21st Birthday! GNHS Friendly's!
April 10-19: Spring Break! Back to Work!
April 11/18/19: Alterations!
April 29: Guys Guys Guys Tour MD!
April 30: AP Tour CT!
May 2-3: Bamboozle!
May 6: AP Calc Test. Matt's 18th Birthday!
May 8: Jasmine's 14th Birthday!
May 18: Brianna's 14th Birthday!
May 29: Bre's 19th Birthday! Prom!
June 13: Banana's 18th Birthday!<3 Big John's 18th Birthday!
June 18: GRADUATION!

Wow what a great ending to an awesome and unexpected year!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....then you can't hurt.

Your lips tremble but your...

This video made my day.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....eyes are in a straight stare.

Our last time to make stars...

(via katemcflytm)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....collide right before our eyes.

I don't need a witness...

(via rachaelamanda/gabihawkins)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....to know that I've survived.

I wish you could know...

I love Christina Aguilera so much.
Two of my favorite songs in 6th or 7th grade.




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.....better than you show.

Don't you keep me...

“You may shoot me with your words, you may cut me with your eyes, you may kill me with your hatefulness, but still, like air, I’ll rise.”




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.....waiting all night long.

Now if I can't have...

“Beautiful things come out of horrible situations, i know for a fact. out of sadness you get a newfound wisdom on how the world can look with a haze of gray clouds, how people can be senseless, how you can see the whole universe in a whole new way. and that may be hard to handle, hard to cope, hard to accept, but it is so damn beautiful if you really take the chance to realize. out of anger you can feel your heart race, with every beat it is shaking your whole being and not only the heavy steps you take. it is when you, your whole self, and some power are telling you that you are alive. and that is amazing at every angle. out of anything there is something in there that makes it incredible, something that makes it shine. whatever you feel is potent and it is such a blessing to be able to feel what you feel. you just have to think about it.”




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.....you no one can.

And no one's gonna save...

Sometimes the most beautiful of people on the outside, can be the ugliest on the inside, which ends up making them ugly on the outside too.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you from the beast about strike.

I wanna be someone...

I used to dance around my room to this song.
I still miss being young and old music.




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.....they don't want me to be.

Hey there lucky...

I"ll adore Drake Bell in the past, present, and future.


One day I'll meet him if I'm lucky.




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.....one I'm coming over.

You can take your time...

Happy Birthday Baby Brother!

So I don't understand why people have to be so mean.
Yes I have said and done mean things before, but I've
never done anything that I knew was just down right
rude and hurtful. Sadly, there's no going around it,
and the internet has made things worse with people
being rude and doing things to hurt people.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you can do what you want.

Don't wake up...

We like to take pictures with each other a lot. Baby sister<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....baby sister, keep dreaming.

I'll still dream...

I dreamt last night of a billion different things like always,
but I had this one dream that was normal, so in my world
it was a weird dream. It made me miss you for the first time
in about three years. I didn't like missing you, since it's been
so long. It was one of the worst feelings ever, and it made me
wish I were back in 7th or 8th grade and not having to deal
with some things that I must deal with now.

I will always love you.




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.....of brighter days.

Let's go dance...

My mom and I use to sing and dance to
this song. We had hand motions and little
movements to every single part.
I miss being little sometimes.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....around in the rain.

I wish that the sun...

(via melissmeliss) Ha! :)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....would come and stay.

Cause once you got...

"EVERYONE IS SO IN LOVE WITH BEING IN LOVE, THEY FORGET ABOUT WHO THEY'RE ACTUALLY "FALLING IN LOVE WITH." STOP FORCING YOURSELF TO FALL IN LOVE WITH PEOPLE YOU BARELY KNOW. IF THE RIGHT PERSON COMES ALONG YOU WON'T HAVE TO TRY, EVERYTHING WILL JUST FALL INTO PLACE. AND IT'S OK TO BE A LITTLE BIT LONELY FOR NOW, IT'LL ALL BE WORTH IT IN THE END."

Another thing, just giving everyone a heads up.
Don't talk about someone who is walking RIGHT in
front of you. They will hear your nasty comments, that
were extremely uncalled for, and they will think you're
an even bigger asshole than they already knew you were.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....it your gonna get it.

Just you're looks...

Wow. First day of spring and we get snow!
What is this world coming to?

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....alone really light my fire.

Than chasing down every...

This is my best friend&second sister<33

Kindergarten.

6th Grade.

9th Grade.

10th Grade.

11th Grade.

12th Grade.

10 days&neither of us are longer kids! :)

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....temporary high to satisfy me.

Just one more round...

These are the best things ever invented.
Sadly they only really come out during the holidays.
They have Christmas, Halloween, Easter. :)
They make my holidays.




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.....and you're down I know it.

And I'm competitive I...

FUCK YES.

We're going to the AP Tour<3

We're going to see our

lovely Maine and Rocket

and 3Oh!3 and Hit The Lights.

AHH I CAN'T TAKE IT!

Best part is we deserved it so bad.

Thanks so much GK<3

(via melissmeliss)

And this was me when I found out we won! :)


Plus this is my 100th post!!!!:):):)!!!!

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....want you all by yourself.

I'm the first to fall...

Evil Spreads!

Oh that it does.




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.....and the last to know.

Let's get drunk and ride around...

Old people made me smile so much today.
Especially when they're still in love.
Holding hands and always wanting to be
near each other. The one lady today still called
her husband babe! It was absolutely adorable.





Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....we can make it right.

Our hearts will spill...

"You got everybody talking.
You got everybody acting crazy.
I'm not gonna say you don't.
You got it all wrong."

I don't understand the point of having
both c and k in the alphabet. They
both make the same sound except
c with an h makes a ch sound. Why
can't the k be with the h and make
make the ch sound? Personally I
like k's better. I think it's how they look.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....over you, over me, over this.

Today's the day it gets tired...

…But as we grow and experience things our minds grow, our questioning grows, our ideas get bigger and broader, and the purpose of our lives become clearer. Life and love is far more important..

Melissa and Jayne are coming over to watch movies and such. :)




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.....today's the day we drop down.

For potential in everyone...

(via katemcflytm)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....for the violence in everyone.

Cause the more that...

And sadly I wish it weren't true.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you try the harder I'll fight.

So if you want me I...

<3rupertgrint<3myman<3

JUST FOUND OUT NEWS!!
I'M MAD EXCITED! SUMMER!!




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.....don't come cheap.

You're a sweet sweet girl...

This weekend so far has been not so bad.
East Talent Show was absolutely amazing.
That school seems to be very artsy, and nothing
like south, which is both good and bad. I don't believe
anyone at South would have done/had talents like that,
but I could be surprised by some people most likely.
Today I visited Nannie. I love my grandma. She's the best.
Then I went to Sonic. I got ice cream for everyone at home,
but sadly I forgot Robie, oh well. Sorry bud. We went to
Katie's and Melissa fell in love with a bear. Ha! Katie also gave
us some of her old clothes so Amanda got new jeans!!!:)dfsfszcxz
That also means that Becky got new jeans too! I'm trying to
decide whether or not I want to go to the show tomorrow or
just wait and go to The Break Contest in April. Decisions decisions.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....but it's a cruel, cruel world.

Because in my dreams you're mine...

Way back when we were stupid held grudges just to help us sleep. Oh my god, how ridiculous were we? I'm cleaning up mistakes I've made. And replacing them with ones I've not made yet.

Don't give me trouble baby, when I ain't done nothing wrong. Well, life's a dream. You've got nothing, so what's the point if you're always blue? Tell me you never want to hear my voice again.




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.....could I bring you back to me.

Go make the best...

To bad I couldn't open it. I think it's child proof.
My lunch turned out good anyway. :)
Chips, fries, salad, oatmeal cookie, orange juice.




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.....of everything you want to be.

And we are...

Fuck the people who hate you for no reason. Fuck the people who start shit and then blame it all on you. Fuck the people who stay friends with people who make them cry and who they've said they never want to be friends with them again. Fuck the people who do bullshit things and say they hate drama when they start it. Fuck the people who can dish shit out but not take it. Fuck the people who bring up the same shit and then get mad at you for trying to talk it through. Fuck the people who say all these things wrong about you but they are just saying what is fucking wrong with them. Fuck the people who hate you due to something someone else said about you that is not true. Fuck people who you thought were there for you, but are just in love with themselves. Fuck all those people because you don't need them. Fuck the pussy ass bitches because all they want is to see you hurt, and just to let you know, it didn't work. I'm better off without you and your shit. You were barely there anyways. :)<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....leaving some things unsaid.

I hope you're happy...

“ At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing, where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, is usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we’ve chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them, the people that are still with you at the end of the day - those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need. ”




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....with yourself.

If for just this once...

“ I’m a simple girl; broken easily; waiting, always waiting. One day, I’ll be happy, until then I’m jealous of those who smile so big with glimmering eyes. ”

“ We’re the only ones in charge of the choices that we make so just hope for the best, but prepare for the worst no matter how much it hurts ”

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you'd think of us.

We've been around on...

I wish I knew if things I read or heard were true. You can't trust
anyone these days. Hearing something from one you love and then
something else from another person and them saying the complete
opposite really makes you think. I don't think of some people like
I used to. For better and for worse. You're actions made my decisions.
How people see you is on your shoulders, not theirs. If I mess up or
do something wrong someone can not like me for that, & same to you.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....the other side of innocence.

So keep dreaming...

Everyone should have that one famous person who they look to see,
who they can not wait to meet again b/c they adore meeting that
person due to how they are and how they converse with you. :)

I'm happy to say that John O'Callaghan from The Maine is mine.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you're never gonna taste me.

You know that we...

"Good friends should be kept forever."
"I wish me and :) were dating, that way I could just break up with <3"
"Feeling liberated is to experience something that you can
not believe would ever happen. Being in a place or doing something
that just makes you feel so free and not worry. Being liberated
by something is something that not many people are, so when you
are, take it in, sit down and realize that you are lucky."




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....won't feel this way forever.

I'll call you in...

“ You know that place between sleep and awake, where you’re still dreaming? That’s where I’ll always think of you. That’s where I’ll be waiting. ”




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....the morning if you think it's right.

Maybe you should stay a mystery...

“ I’m a young soul in this very strange world, hoping
I could learn a bit about what is true and fake. ”




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....cause I don't know how to feel.

Through the night...

Reminds me of the old days and how people used to be.

Staying up to late, and out til you don't know when.
Keeping track of nothing but who is making you spin.
Smiles cross your face like nothing else in the world, and
dreams don't matter b/c real life is far way more fun.
Time flies by, but none of that matters b/c you're with those
ones you care about most. By the wind and the rain, by the
lights zooming past as you speed down the road. Walking
for miles in the directions of the unknown. Take nothing
for granted and don't wish for better days. Look back
and watch the images flash in a haze b/c in those
days no cameras were in site. All that doesn't matter now
though. It's sad to look back and realize that was not true
and all the people you met were just a place holder for
the greater ones to come into your life, but you can't help
but wonder what if they are supposed to come back?
What if they weren't just there for a moment, but are meant
for a lifetime? Tears run down your face as you think this
b/c with all the drama and mess ups and problems,
your dreams are sadly better than your reality.

Someday that'll change and it'll all come back to you.
Life as you knew it will come back, and life as you know
it will be better than you imagined it. If only...just wait.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....we were waiting for a sign.

If it's not too late for coffee...

“ Arguing with a fool proves there are two. "

- Doris M. Smith
(via gabihawkins)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....we'll hit that all night diner.

There's a million ways...

All I want to find is my very own Charlie Bartlett<33




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....to go, you know that there are.

I always cringe when I'm...

First off let me just say that the comment titled,
"Jonas Brothers is proof that our society is declining.."

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1229827/usercomments

made me sick. How could someone be that rude
about something that was not bad at all.
Yes it was too short of a movie, & everyone has
their own opinions but seriously how could you
dislike it that much that you had to sit there and
bash it that much? But then again I do sit here and
defend the movie with my time, but it's different.
I'm wasting my time talking about something that
I like/care about. They sat there &wasted their time
on something they didn't even like. That's the difference.

On a better note. Today was a rather good day.
Sat around the house waiting for 3'o'clock to roll around
and changed my outfit three times and hung out with
Becca and my grandparents most of the day until
I went to Joe&Katie's. Sat around there for another half hour,
ate pizza and picked out cute bathing suits. Then we were off to
Monto's to pick people up and went ot the Break Contest.
All the bands were not bad at all. It's crazy to be there
and hear how many good bands we actually have here in Jersey.
We met some new people, and the new guys in the band.
I can safely say that every one of those guys are real nice.
One of the bands, The Victory Drive, which is NOT like
"every other band" was real good. The singer wasn't half
bad looking either. ;) This other guy thought that me and Meliss
were saying hi to him when she bumped into him, but we weren't.
We were practicing how we were going to hi this other guy, but
that's what made it fun. Anyway to shorten this long thing up,
Joe signed my arm, Paul wrote fuck me on it, Alterations blew
me away with how good they were, should have been able to play
their last song, and should move on to the next round, fingers crossed,
fun ride home belting out Carrie Underwood with Meliss, CJ, and Devin,
Katie believing she lost her dog, but it was in her closet, good time
making videos with MK&B, & Meliss tripping up her steps falling.
"I just started walking at it."
"I thought it was a gnome doing a break dance."
"Pony ponies"

Banana<3ihopeyourweekendisgoingwell&wishitwasn'tthisway.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....thinking of words to say.

Well my heart goes...

Call me crazy but I'm thinking to
myself that I can't do this anymore.







Thank goodness this one has finally come true.

And lucky me home with my mom on a Friday night,
and I like it this way. Watching TruTV<3>




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....blind and the sun don’t shine.

Enough to make...

Found these today! :)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....a little girly go insane.

'Cause girl you always know that...

So today Becca and I were sitting in Pizza Hut.
She just started talking about something and then
she said, "You know I'd need a really rich boyfriend.
Since I'm usually with you and Melissa he'd not only
have to take me out, but he'd have to take all three
of us out. He'd play soccer and go to Mondon....oh
and his name would be Jeremy. He'd look like Jeremy
from Little People Big World. That's my ideal boyfriend."
Oh man does my sister have an imagination. Ha.



Love you baby sister<33333333




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....it's us against the world.

Because it's not wrong...

(via rachaelamanda)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....to be young it's our life.

If I could look across the country...

Snow Day number 2! :)
Super excited!



Woke up not feeling well. Stuffy nose, sore throat.
Feeling better now, but my taste is still off a bit.
The snow is so pretty outside I can't take it.
I want to jump in the snow and just lay there.
It's amazing how on the other side of the country
people are in shorts, and dresses sweating while
we're all snowed in wearing jackets. Mind blowing
in a way to think those things. I always think it's
amazing that people can be living their lives in so
many other places while I'm here typing this.
Someday I think every person should just sit&think.



I got this today. :) Our boys look so good on the cover&
they're on the back too. Didn't take a picture of that though.
I do not like the girls who go around and say bad things
about the guys' girlfriends. You girls do not even know who
they are. Jealousy gives no person the right to be rude. I just
want everyone to know that. Yes I've gotten jealous before,
but that does not matter. These guys are normal people and can
have girlfriends who they care about and love. Just b/c you
adore how they look or you supposedly "love" them you can not
bash the girls who are "in love" with them. Keep those things in mind.
Even if the only people who read this are Meliss&Katie&Becca that's fine.
I only wanted to type it and put my voice out there. RayGabiLaurenRianna,
you don't deserve the hate, and no other girl does out there. :)

http://www.datadreamer.com/2daudio/projecttwo.html
Check that out ha!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....from California to New Jersey.