I'm burn burn burnin'...

God bless Melissa for this:)<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....my heart's giving in to my eyes.

Started my german paper! Super proud of myself.

Keepin' my heart open...

My new addiction. Loved her since forever<3





Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....while I'm only 18.

And I can hear them...

Things like this tour make me want to live on the west coast that much more.


This song has been describing me more and more these days, except there isn't a girl for me on the coast of California. I'll just switch when they say girl or her to a boy even if there isn't one out there hah. I love it as he starts to sing at 3:10-3:40.

Take me away to "2011"
I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here
I just need some time alone
Before I'm ready to come back home
There's gotta be something else out there for me
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream
There's more than this "East Coast" town
I can't let this place keep me down

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....calling my name tonight.

2 days!

Breaking down and coming undone...

PLEASE NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
Hopefully it'll change since it's the 10 day forecast.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....it's a roller coaster kind of rush.

I took a chance I took a shot...

“You ever look a picture of yourself, and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many strangers have pictures of you. How many moments of other peoples life have we been in. Were we a part of someone’s life when their dream came true or were we there when their dream died. Did we keep trying to get in? As if we were somehow destined to be there or did the shot take us by surprise. Just think, you could be a big part of someone elses life, and not even know it. ” -One Tree Hill

781.) I want to be that one girl that changes your life. I don't care about your long history. I don't care that I'm not as skinny or pretty as your past girlfriends. I want to be the different one. The one that matters. Give me a chance.

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you may think that I'm bullet proof but.

I am weak to your temptation...

I've been thinking and decided on some things. Number one I've decided is that people don't listen to music like they used to. I mean yeah girls always fell in love with the members of bands, but not like they do today. today girls have this mind set that they will marry, date, have kids with, one night stand, or become friends with the members. That just might be, but in all reality you won't. You won't become their best friend who they hang out with and when you see them at a show are the one on the phone with them no. It's just not likely. You'll become friends with who you're supposed to be friends with. You can't be everyones' friend. You do need to have some enemies in life or else where does the excitement go. Listening to music, you're supposed to go to a show for the music not to maybe meet your"husband" or "man of your dreams". You have plenty of time for that later in life and will probably marry a guy who will work at an office job he doesn't like and you'll do something you don't like just to get money for the kids. But hey we all have dreams and those shouldn't just leave us, so if you're lucky that won't be you, but for most it will. Number 2 I notice that all people do these days is get stressed out, run around like mad people, and have no respect for others. If everyone in the world does this then how could anyone be happy. Forget the stress and care a little less on things you should and you'll be fine. Nothing can be that crazy that you have to drive yourself mad over it. Stop and breathe for once!It's not good for your health to be insane. That's my rant ha.

P.S I had something else but it slipped my mind.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....with imagination comes obligation.

You're not looking yourself today...

Nuts nuts nuts! So much to do in the
next two weeks and it's CrAzY!!!

5/23-5/24: Work
5/25: Work?
5/26: German Night
5/27: OCC Orientation
5/28: GNHS Induction
5/29: Prom & Bre's Birfday!
5/30: MA? Work?
6/1:German stuff due

It doesn't seem like a lot but the little details
that go along with them all definitely are.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....can see it in the way your hands shake.

Such a waste of a wonderful day...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....wrecked and ruined by your slanderous ways.

I'd never seen these eyes before...

Completely and utterly in love with these shoes.
If only I'd have somewhere the where them.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....and just like that I was hypnotized.

So stressed out. So much stuff to do before prom for after prom. School is killing me.

Maybe I'm just a girl...

So today was a rather interesting day. I went to Joe's, got to see Bobby in his white Oompa Loompa suit, then out to lunch with Becca and grandpa. After that I came home and then set out quite an adventure. Joe, Meliss, Jayne, and I were trying to find Kate's softball game, but got completely lost and ended up walking around downtown Point Pleasant Beach. It was nice and rather lovely.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....on a mission but I'm ready to fly.

I'm taking pictures in my mind...

Yesterday we went to New York City for german class. We visited the Museum of Jewish Heritage: Living Memorial to the Holocaust. It was a great experience except I had gone last year and it was the same stuff. I want to go back without school to actually be able to look around. It was fun since I got to hang out with Val and Big John too:)










Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....so I can save them for a rainy day.

Today will be an interesting day. Going to NYC with german! Super excited. Get to hang out with Val and Big John double plus:)

Well tonight, I'll be a classic work...

There's this song I'm in love with and you see I can't seem to find it anywhere except the one place that I came across it. It rather upsets me to not be able to find it, but I will. Determination will get you places. Just do what you believe and feel is right and that'll get you to where you wish to be.

I had a very good weekend. Very good. Spending time with Meliss, Banana, Kate, and Carly was lovely. Helping out with the blood drive and knowing that we're doing something that not many young adults our age would be willing to do makes me happy. Also I hope we get to help Annie. Two great causes in one month would be superb! Dyed my hair. Loves it!

Graduation is creeping up on me. It's starting to hit me and I'm realizing that things will never be the same. I'm noticing that people are changing and that they will never be the same. I like having fun with the people I love and knowing who will be with me when I grow up. I need to make huge decisions now that'll matter for the rest of my life and those decisions will be to me what I want to do and will help me in the future. I know what I want in life and do all it take sto get there! P.S treasure your family&Joey sorry I got mad but you're a butthole sometimes<3



Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....just act like I'm not in control.

And I can't deny your eyes...

Definition of Amanda on urbandictionary.com.
A women named Amanda is typically very beautiful with an incredible body and nice eyes. They are known to be very loveable. Amandas are envied by other women.
1. Damnnn, Amanda's lookin' fine today, as usual.
2. I wish I was Amanda, shes so pretty and nice!

People want to be me. I always knew it. Ha!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....then you threw me up against the wall.

You gave me butterflies...

Front of my mom's card. I still draw like a little kid.
I wanted to print out a picture, but have no ink.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....at the mailbox.

And in case you were wondering...

For some reason right now I'm ticked off at Joe.
He calls me and asks me to call him back when I can.
I do and then he says he's busy and that I didn't
want to listen anyway but thanks. I did want to
listen and if he just said hi or something on the
stupid phone instead of can't talk, he would've known.

Anyway...on a better note. :) Tomorrow is Mother's Day.
I'm making my mom a card, buying her flowers, and
getting her a donut and Dunkin Donuts coffee.
I wanted to get her car steering fixed but that's a
couple hundred dollars and I only have a couple tens haha.
This is what I'm writing on the inside of her card.

It's so very true. I wish I told her I loved her more<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you are like a hurricane to me.

My sister is a Coke addict and she's not afraid to admit it.

Mama don't like it when you got leftovers...

"popularity is so irrelevant unless you are in high school ."
(via beckysmith)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....just gimme me some of them collard greens.

In between reality & dreams...

<3addicted.



Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....it's not as high as love.

They show me all I need...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....tonight you'll steal the scene.

You're fragile and you're strong...

Running two blood drives for Warped Tour 2009!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....a beautiful and perfect combination.

Never let you off...

Love her<3!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....see your face lit by starlight.

We're at Friendly's and we said we were watching our shapes and our waitress said that round is a shape too haha:)

This is a fight I...

Summer plans so far!:)

East Rutherford, NJ July 14, 2009

Jackson, NJ July 16, 2009

Camden&Oceanport, NJ July 17&19, 2009

Lancaster, PA July 22, 2009





Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....refuse to lose.

You stand out in a crowd...

Man oh man! Those days were so good.
We saw so many good bands and so many new places.
We went to Baltimore, MD, New Haven, CT, and East Rutherford, NJ.
We attended the Guys Guys Guys Tour, AP Tour, and Bamboozle.
Bands: Artist vs. Poet, Cash Cash, The Morning Light, Friday Night Boys,
Sing It Loud, A Rocket To the Moonx2, Hit the Lights, Family Force 5x2,
3Oh!3x2, THE MAINEx2, A Day to Remember, Honor Society, and Demi Lovato.
All in all it was amazing and would not take those days for granted ever.
Now just can't wait for the summer and all of it's mysteries and surprises.



Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you make the best of every situation.