Tomorrow will come in time...

We live our lives for the summer,
Good times, the night is alive with stars
No longer left here to wonder,
We know, nobody has love like ours
We say goodbyes in the summer,
In time we keep rollin' on
When clouds roll in, and night begins
Ill be your light and never dim.

This new band added me today,
and surprisingly I'd addicted to them.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....so keep these nights alive.

These things that you are telling me...

Case closed. I'm not here anymore.
And I'm not scared anymore.
The way you walked away,
I could tell you weren't afraid,
To do the things you had to do.
Even though I meant so much to you.



I wonder what the weekend has in store.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....can't really show me how you feel.

Since that first day...

I put to much hope in people.
And wish for things to happen that it's to soon to tell.
But, this is such a happy time in my life.
It's all so good.
I just hope that time will tell.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....when you made my heart smile.

Open your eyes...

Christina Ricci.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....you're blind, you can not see.

I didn't want to persist...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....but if you do insist.

All the good girls...

"Are you singing to me?" "Yes!" "You have a lovely voice."
"You're silly." "Na you're silly!"
"There's a party in my pants ahaha....and you're all invited!"

Old videos make me so happy to watch.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....are home with broken hearts.

As we step into the room...

"I don't care, you don't even know me,"
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."

These lyrics and the song make me smile.
Today at work, I only messed up a little,
but my mom made a bigger mistake than me, so it's all good.
Our boss didn't seem to mind, which was very good.
I'm excited for the weekend coming up.
School is just to much for me,
and I'm really really ready to graduate.


When I get money. Hopefully soon.



Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....turn off the lights and close the door.

Its in the way...

This weekend was so good and unexpected.
Friday we attempted to go to Brand New. Fail!
We ended up going to the best McDonald's ever.
The straws made the coolest noise.
It was a pretty scary place though.
Trenton is the new vagina. Haha.
We then went to Monto's with Joe, Scott,
and we met some other interesting kids.
Saturday was Winter Formal.
It was blast, and I can not wait until prom now.
I love my little sophomores so much.
Some of them love to start drama,
which keeps things interesting and annoying,
but the other ones don't and it's so good.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....that you fool everyone.

Sleepless nights...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....must drive you crazy.

Keep dreaming while you're sleeping...

"I can't pee with all these people around!
It's a personal preference."
<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....when you wake this might take a moment or a lifetime.

I'll give you everything you want...

Taking Back Sunday and Brand New are both amazing.
I've been listening to them like crazy.



"Wow what an ass. You seem to find all the bastards."




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....and wish the worst of what I was.

I know you can hear me...

Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....start acting like you want me.

And you were wild and crazy just so frustrating...

Guess I was fooled by your smile.
She can have you. We can't go back.

Katie and I sat in her room and
listened to Taylor Swift all yesterday.
We decoded all her hidden messages also.
We're lame but it's more fun that way.

I took a chance, I took a shot
and you might think I'm bulletproof, but I'm not,
You took a swing, I took it hard
and down here from the ground I see who you are.

I got to see Melissa and Bre today.
I've seen Bre three times this week!
I feel honored haha.
We watched movies, ate bread and sauce.
It was a lot of fun, even with Coney.

Tomorrow night is Brie's Sweet 16!
I'm mad excited. It'll be drama but so much fun.
I haven't gotten dressed up in a while, so it'll be good.

The rest of my weekend is pretty filled up too.
Saturday rest, then with Joe and Katie that night.
Sunday live chat with Jonas at Katie's! :)
Monday writing my MacBeth essay.
Then next weekend is the Brand New concert &
Winter Formal that Saturday night with the ladies.
Four weekends in a row it'll be! Ha.


I missed this. :)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....got away by some mistake and now.

These past 5 days...

I love the snow<3



I found this picture of us four kids. :)




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....but tonight I'm getting ripped wide open.

I always freeze...

I got my first nap today in forever.
It was so nice, but I felt like I was choking.
Tomorrow the high is supposed
to be 27 and Thursday only 20.
I love winter, but I'm ready for
school to end and for graduation.
I'm not sure what else to say other
than my life is basically amazing, and
I wouldn't ask for it any other way.







<3




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....when I'm thinking of words to say.

That's just the way things are...

It's so sick how things can turn around just by being honest,
and telling people how it is. Letting them see your side,
and by you seeing their side of things.
Life is turning up b/c it can only go up from here.
Yesterday cleared things up and was very good.


Melissa's cousins are insane!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....and the way they'll always be.

Gather your thoughts for the second wave...

It's crazy to think that an hour ago all things were great
But we stand both proud both wrong and right
Throwing cheap shots in this stubborn fight
And our lives are so intertwined in one
And we're just so stuck in this moment its clear that were coming undone

And you see it’s hard for me to breathe
When I get all worked up with these feelings
And I don’t know exactly how it is
That we can be so mad we consider to not exist
And we both know there’s so much love clenched within our fists

The goodbye waves in the driveway just resonate
And yes I’m throwing it right back at her
While were drowning in rivers from our faces
We just wanna know if this is this over
Trembling silence fills the air
As we stand here so impaired, but so aware

These lyrics show exactly how my life is going at this moment.
It's hard to argue with people over nothing.
It's even harder to have the thought of losing two people
so close to you that they basically everything about you.
It's even harder to lose two people the same year you've lost so many others.
But, sadly I'm growing accustomed to it all.
And I'm happy to still have my main three, even if they rest don't seem to be there.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....of this argument on this epic changing day.

You're not worth...

I'm tired of stupid shit causing drama.
I'm tired of it all going back indirectly to one thing.
I'm tired of people putting words in my mouth.
I'm tired of people ASSUMING when they don't know full stories.
I'm tired of the same situations happening over and over.
I'm tired of people pulling things out of their ass to be mad at me for.
I'm tired of people being mad at me for exactly what they do also.
I'm tired of people saying exactly what I say and then turning it around
and making me seem like a bad person for it and nothing happens to them.
I'm just tired of this all and so ready to forget it all and leave.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....putting myself in these situations.

I candy coat and cover everything....

Becky and I were at the mall today to get Starbucks.
We were walking out and
I spotted the most beautiful boy I've ever seen!
I've never had my breath taken away by just looking at a guy,
but that was exactly what happened.
I grabbed onto Becky's arm and just couldn't stop looking at him.
He was a mixture of all the guys that I think are really attractive right now.
He had:
The body of this one guy,
dressed like another,
hair like another,
glasses like the other,
and shoes like the other.
I sound crazy, but I couldn't help it.
R+D+C/R+G+J=The boy I saw today<3
I'll see him again someday. I'm not worried!




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....that I'm still hiding underneath.

I imagine how you feel....

I found a piece of plastic in my Whopper today.
I got the Whopper for free, so it didn't bother me to much.
I've been writing more lately, which excites me,
but I can't remember my dreams recently, so that could slow me down.
My car got fixed and the guy knocked about $100 off the price.
He's the nicest mechanic and I'll probably always go to him,
except when I move away from here. I'll need to find a new one then.
Not having a car made me rely on people, which wasn't bad,
but made me feel bad, for making them pick me up or take me home.
I stay up late every night listening to music.
My favorites that keep me up are:
The Rocket Summer.
Holiday Parade.
The Maine.
Forever the Sickest Kids.
Mayday Parade.
I love music way to much, and it's strange b/c I never used to.
I was never a music person.
I listened to what was on the radio and that was it.
Now, I have favorites, and bands I don't like,
and I want to pursue a career in music.
I don't want to sing, or dance, or play any instruments.
I want to manage, or promote bands, but we'll see where that goes.

Closer to You by Young Love.
That song is the story of my life.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....to be the only thing that's real.

When you lose the one you wanted....

I've decided I really want a monkey.
And Becky was very excited today.


This is why: Her coke table and chairs, which is pretty cool.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....cause he’s taken you for granted.

And it makes me think about you....

Joe made this out of his straw wrapper the other day!! :)

My ice cream last night had chocolate turtles!!<3


Things like these always seem to make my day.



Be sweet and keeping smiling. :)
.....with the sand in your feet.

That holds all your memories...

Today I was driving Melissa home, and we were recapping our break.
I'd type it all out, but if I read what I've already wrote, I basically have.
It was probably the most fun, break ever.
We did have some drama, but not enough to take over the good.
I saw so many people that I've missed seeing, and will miss seeing.
Growing up is never easy, but the people make it easier.
You will always need someone to help keep you up,
no matter how much some people say you won't.
You need to have someone you trust in life.




Be sweet and keep smiling. :)
.....a lifetime of crushes & your broken dreams.

I'm a wishful thinker....

The past few days have been very interesting and grand.
I've seen Val, Nick, Kels, Jayne, Ray, Melissa, Joe, & plenty more.
Melissa and I gave Ray his birthday present with Becky finally.
Joe, Melissa, and I hung out.
We ran into Billy and Anthony.
We met Monto, got talked to by cops, surprised people with my age.
All those fun types of things these days.

New Year's Eve was a blast!
Sleep over at Melissa's! Haha.
Ringing in the New Year with Meliss, Jayne, Val, & Nick<3
Going to bed early?
Watching Jonas for New Year's Eve.
Dancing to Ne-Yo.
Ihop for breakfast at 2:30.
Old people asking for our left overs.
My car basically breaking.
Sadly, I didn't get to see Joe, but it's all good.
I find it funny how people react to things,
& change their minds so quickly over important things.
It takes forever for me to make decisions sometimes.
It has been the best best ever & I don't want to go back!




Be sweet and keep smiling :)
.....with the worst intentions.